One Month Old

Dearest Allison,

You just turned one. One month old that is! Where, oh where, has the past month gone? I feel like just yesterday I was on bed rest praying for your arrival while dreading the whole labor process. Now here I am watching you sleep peacefully from your 'milk coma'.

You're such a silly sleeper, Allison. You constantly move, wiggle, squeak and even cry in your sleep; all without waking up.

This past month has been full of sleepless nights, sleepless days, tears, dirty diapers, pee fountains, and lots of gas (from both ends, lil miss!). But more importantly, it's also been a month full of late night cuddles, mid-afternoon naps, gassy smiles, lots of laughing on the part of Mom and Dad, and love. So much love.

Last night I had your Daddy watch you when he got home from work so I could take a nap. Hearing your Daddy sing you songs and tell you stories until I finally fell asleep made my day. You definately have Daddy wrapped around your little pinky, my dear.

It's amazing how much we've grown over the past month. The first week I remember feeling so overwhelmed and almost terrified of doing something wrong. I remember taking the first 2 weeks to just learn about you; your quicks, your schedule, your noises.

I've gone days without bathing and days without brushing my teeth (gross!). My hair is almost always in a ponytail anymore. I haven't worn make-up in a LONG time. but I don't care. You're more than worth it.

Would I do it all again? That's a good question. Yes, you were worth it. But Daddy and I are in no hurry to give you a sibling. We want to fully enjoy every minute and milestone with you. Someday maybe we will discuss giving you a sibline, but for now, our family is perfect and complete and we're so content with where we're at.

But you're starting to wake up so I'll write more later.

I love you sooooo much little one!
<3 Mommy